☆ 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒉𝒘𝒂 ★

dear my marsie,

today it has been exactly one year since i've first fallen for you; since i've given my whole heart to you. one year. time sure does fly, right? it feels just like yesterday that i watched you explore america with the members.
ever since that moment i knew, my heart knew, you were the one. the one i'd lay my life down for. the one i'd go to first when i had concerns or felt upset.
so much has happened in this one year! you debuted, you had a sold out world tour, you got your first win. all in one year. and i could not be prouder of you or the members. it's still hard to believe even now.
in this year a lot happened for me as well and i am so beyond thankful to have had you by my side as a steady rock and guide to lean on whenever things got rough. you make me happy beyond words. you give me comfort in a way i can't explain. this year has been a constant up and down but thanks to you i never lost hope. thanks to you i learned to love the small things. i learned to appreciate every little detail. i learned to love the way the flowers bloom in spring in all their beautiful colors, i learned to love the way the birds chirp in the mornings, i learned to love the little flower growing on the sidewalk, i learned to love every single smile gifted to me whether it be from strangers or people close to me, i learned to love how colorful the world is; i learned to love the world in all its perfect imperfect glory all thanks to you. you've taught me so much and your love has given me the strength to live every day to the fullest.
whenever i see you i feel loved. my heart feels warm. i feel at home. i found my home in you.
home isn't a place. home is a person. and to me you are my home. you've become home to me over the past year.
and the fact i got the opportunity to meet you and tell you what i always wanted to tell you is still so surreal to me. and i am so so grateful it happened. i'm so grateful i got to hold your hand just once, look into your eyes personally just once. i'm so grateful. i'm so grateful to have you.
days seem to go by lighter than they did before i knew you. i can find something good in the worst of situations because i know there's you on the other side of the world being the best version of yourself you can be. you inspire me in ways i can't express.
you've made the dark seem but as scary as it was. even when everything was covered in dark night you were there shining like the bright star you are. when i've felt my worst you were there to hold my hand. i can't repay you for all of the things you've done for me. i can't ever repay you. you've held my heart together when it was threatening to fall to pieces.
you're my safe place and my comfort zone.
my home.
and i can only say thank you for everything. thank you, wholeheartedly.
i love you. wholeheartedly. unconditionally.
thank you for this year. here's to many more.

yours always,
nana

☆ 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ★

kuwada - cherry cola
james arthur - falling like the stars
finneas - angel
rini - emerald
ruel - painkiller
troye sivan - my my my!
troye sivan - animal
taemin - rise